My guardian angel!
When I would leave heaven, come to the earth, I invoked the most high for guardian angel. She consented.
After my birth, I have encountered many ,many frustrations, and until now I have not done something that can really release me.
From childhood to schooling period, I was involved with growing pains. And now is the initial phase of being a worker, I am engaged in promotion. I am always stressed by intangible pressure.
Where is my guardian angel?
whether male and female are only different in physics, exactly not.
Man is the stay-out-home, family bread winner. And woman is the housekeeper, baby-sitter, a nurse.
Before I can walk independently, my mama companied with me toddling to the playground, coax me to eat and sleep.
Then when I was old enough for education, she separated her body and mind, and hurl all her attention on me. Sometimes she
Gave a sermon, and sometimes she would blame me. And even she had given me good spankings. In a word that it was so disgusting that your every movement was strictly oversaw.
During the past four years when I left home for high education, then she just tooled phone to supervise me, exerted her super power by limit my pocket money. Ever she had told me that once I was disobedient, her monthly salary would be extended. Ok, I had to yield to her.
In these recent month of working she also dreamed to hold me on her hand, but failed.
Because I am brave enough to say no without any threats like salary extension. Hen! I am able to pay for myself.
Amazingly that no threats occurs, and she became kind to me but also verbose . it seems that she can never share rest on me.
Every two days she would invariably call me, ask me about every thing, interfere my private things, such as affection affairs, my daily life, eat what, choose what, go where, nothing she doesnot interest in. ah, I can not stand any more. I quarrel with her, positively demand less untimely call, even I denied her call that never call me unless I call her initially.
Enlightenness came to me after the latest gold week.
I lost all my discontent to her. I began to cherish her call, I began to demand her freewill call. For I loop her into the circuit of the best friends of mine.
In this week, she cooked a lot of delicious food, prawn, crab, chicken, and so on. We went to KFC together. She took me and my cousin to amusement park, there I and my little cousin and many other children from kindergarten play together, we jump on trampoline, we swing , we fling the plastic ball on the heads of each other. This week no stint on diet, no restraint on recreation as before.
she had charge me to give present to my grandpa and grandma. Immediately at my respect arrival to them, they gave me back their love, my grandma, in particular, go to her field, and dig out peanuts for me, fresh peanuts satisfied all my desirous appetite.
And to my grandpa , I helped my mama to feed him, I had the opportunity to pound his back, he laugh heartily.
In the night, we sleep together, we talk, I confessed all my mind, now no secret exist. I told her all my thought about dream, my ambition, and my humble love. Her reply is to help me to analyze all these things, share me with her firsthand experience .To my surprise that eventually I won her trust , she just told me care about my health, do what I want to do, she will support me forever.
Later after my return to work, I receive no call from her so I asked her why , she told me that it is not necessary to call for we had talk enough before, I just need to get on. She believe in me.
Ah, my mama, you give me everything, the most is your heart.
Mama, my guardian angel, your love is a light illuminating and going with me on the way to the distance.
