now i work in a big company , which specializes in assembling computer.

i am a sales , i work for benq. which poses big comparision between my ever lasting dream, my ever

education, and other my colleagues, who has discriminal  eyes on the reality.

you know those who work for other cyber-brand all have chance to show their language ability.

i am not inclined to dispise them just because of my chickenshit-minded.

i just want to laugh at my everbeen experience, so unnecessary, so uncalled-for

wow, it is truth.

nothing i could react but to accept.

so i give the battle.

and i decide to find another foothold.

hehehehe