tomorrow will be a fresh chance, a totally new one, from a girl unpaid but always import from family

to a girl independant financially.hehe! yes i wonder what will happen,tomorrow afterwards. can i

proceed to have education, can i work to my satisfaction, can i earn enough....oh a lot of things i just

have the rights to wonder.

while now ,no great happy in my heart, but a slice of sorrow in my deep heart. tomorrow no shields is

ready for me. no ,no longer, no more. and the next step of life is so intricate from the examples of 

other people's life. what i really need, or which particular kind of happiness, which specific spiecies

of people i love and also fit, what i want to achieve or which way of career suits me.

i don't know,but before i make them out i must make choices.

what ........?