tonight, i see a on-line friend. i know he is a postgraduates. and i want to wright sth in english

about psychology. i need some hints or inspirations.then i talked to him in english.we chat in english.

in fact what i said he was't interested in at all. and suddenly he told me that he needed a girlfriend to

replace his ex-girlfriend's impression in his heart. i was really bombared,then i made some guess about

what he would say.i meant to prevent sth undesirable happening. then i suggest him to think about other

girls surrounding him. this action made me feel that i was a little bit guilty.in fact not. i really don't want .

oh i am tired. he is smart. no awkwards happened then. he was bussy with other things,and say byebye

to me.

he was

this is my first day, just like a maiden day in my career, no large charge. i count the time over,hour by hour

and i know the procedures of custom inspection,especially those documents.

my senior is a mystery to me. however, it dosen't matter, the only thing i need to corperate with her is to

learn the lessones from her. learning ,is the very most target.

love you,like never before and never again!

tomorrow will be a fresh chance, a totally new one, from a girl unpaid but always import from family

to a girl independant financially.hehe! yes i wonder what will happen,tomorrow afterwards. can i

proceed to have education, can i work to my satisfaction, can i earn enough....oh a lot of things i just

have the rights to wonder.

while now ,no great happy in my heart, but a slice of sorrow in my deep heart. tomorrow no shields is

ready for me. no ,no longer, no more. and the next step of life is so intricate from the examples of 

other people's life. what i really need, or which particular kind of happiness, which specific spiecies

of people i love and also fit, what i want to achieve or which way of career suits me.

i don't